“One minute to the New Years” Mary giggled while hiccuping. He may not be the special person he wanted, however Sirius was Remus’ special person and he had been waiting years to be able to do it. The only thing going around Remus’ head was the thought that he should kiss Sirius. James and Lily were on the couch and have been talking to each other for the past half an hour, Peter was getting pampered by Mary and Marlene and well, Remus and Sirius were dancing with each other (more like jumping about and laughing hysterically) Remus loved this feeling, his whole group were having the time of their lives dancing and drinking. It was 23:50 and the group were extremely drunk dancing to Davd Bowie (Sirius’ records). “Guys we've got three hours till midnight lets change and meet in the common room later, yeah?” Peter said while his voice was shaking.Įveryone agreed this was a good idea and split up. Sirius still hadn't said anything but he was looking between James and Remus with his mouth wide open. “Guys that's not a big deal me and Marls used to kiss all the time for experience” Remus couldn't miss the way Lily looked at James while she said that. “It wasn't a big deal guys it was a kiss” Remus mumbled as he stood up “it was just me and Prongs here over christmas because he didn't want me to be alone, and we thought it would prepare us for the future!” he says while looking at Lily. “Potter and Lupin kissed,” Marlene said with shock in her voice. “Guys what's going on,” She says cautiously. The room fell silent as Lily walked through the door, looking confused. James broke him out of his thoughts by shouting “It was me!!” Remus had no idea what to say, knew what to say because he didn't want to make Sirius even more upset and what if everyone thought he was weird? He let his eyes travel to Sirius and couldn't miss the hurt expression in his eyes. “Holy shit Moony, who was it? '' Peter exclaimed. “Actually uh….i have” for fucks sake he thought he was deffinetly red at this point.

Remus could feel his face go red, his eyes went to James and he was bright red trying to dodge eye contact from everyone in the room. “It's not that big of a deal, i'm waiting on someone special” He says while looking at Remus with a soft smile “Moony hasn't had it either” “No way you haven't had a New Years kiss Pads” James said with his mouth hanging open in disbelief. “Uhm.” a slight blush brushed his cheeks “i've actually not had it yet” He wanted to be his first, not some girl he did it with. Remus couldn't help the fact that he felt a spring of jealousy that came over him. “New years kisses” Mary says, throwing a jumper at Sirius “Who was the lucky lady who stole your first New Years kiss” “Aw i was trying to get you to love me” as he shoves on a pair of joggys “What are you guys talking about anyways” “Oi Black” Marlene shouts “Put some fucking clothes on mate, we dont want to see you half naked” as she covers her eyes Remus is trying not to look at him, but he makes it so goddamn difficult because his hair is tied up into a bun, and water is running down his stupid kissable lips. Remus sighs and continues to try to concentrate on his book but of course Sirius choses this moment to come out of the shower. “Prongs leave the girls alone” Peter says with a sigh. “Come on MacDonald it would just be a meaningless kiss” James whines. “No Potter, I'm not kissing you at New Years because Lily said no!” Mary says while shoving James away.

When the clock strikes midnight